For quite awhile, the
obstetrician who works at our hospital has asked that we do a mobile clinic in
his hometown. He is from an area of
Haiti that does not have a hospital near and has but a small part-time clinic
nearby to care for the healthcare needs of thousands in the area. While it sounds desperate, remote and a
difficult place to do a mobile clinic, the fact remained that this was his
hometown that held his family and allegiances.
After some conversation, I consented to take a group there, complete
with a couple of doctors, nurses and a few suitcases full of medicine. The line of patients grew as the day wore on,
and the patients became hotter and more tired.
Eventually the pushing and shoving reached a feverish pitch and tempers
started to flare. I was in the back of
the clinic when a few members of the team rushed to me and said “Do
something! They are fighting!” After the team was safely out of the way
(actually one of them had his shoulder injured while trying to break up the
ruckus), it was time for me to do something.
By nature, when it comes to the “fight or flight” reaction to fear, I
run away as fast as my legs will take me.
I am not aggressive by nature and would do anything to avoid conflict. So, now I was to “do something”. As I surveyed the scene, a rather good-sized 20-something
gentleman was bleeding from his face, his fists drawn and several people
standing in a circle around him and yelling.
The group was watching as I approached so I quickly ruled out my initial
inclination to whimper and cower in the corner.
For some reason, my legs started walking toward the guy in the red
shirt. My brain was saying “Mark, are
you nuts? Run the other way!”, but my legs kept moving toward him. I walked through the noisy circle to the
red-shirted perpetrator and he let me put my arm around him. I assured him that it would be ok and I
walked with him to our pharmacy area. He
(like me) was shaking like a leaf, but was very cooperative and agreeable to my
requests. I cleaned up the blood on his
face, dressed his wounds and gave him the medicine he needed for his general
health. We talked a little bit and he
calmed down. I walked him to a safe area
near the exit, he gave me a hug, I told him “God bless you!” and he left. What just happened?? That went against everything that I was
feeling inside!! I realized my heart
rate was elevated and I was still shaking!
Whoa! I realized that God had
just done something pretty cool! It
certainly was not me! Inside I was whimpering
and running away. I think it is truly amazing
what God can do….in spite of us!
Yes Sir. That is exactly how God works immeasurably more beyond what we could think or imagine. Wow! Continue to let God use you, speak in and through you, and work all around you beyond what you can imagine.
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